Here.. here I am. I haven't gone away. Just been busy in a muck of thoughts and ponderings. I've been writing.. just not here. It runs me mad that I have to run separate thoughts into separate places... but right now, it's the best I can do and offer. I'm sorry.
I've been back in Kansas now for the past few days. Went back for a day of classes last week on Thursday. Kind of silly because we had a 4-day weekend. Kind of wonderful too. =) I mostly like school... but grad school as we know.. requires more than just attendance. And now.. today is the last day of the 4-day weekend... and the real week begins just tomorrow. Scary. This semester promises to be more interesting material-wise.. but I know I'm going to be tired often.. sleepy often.. in the giving-up mode often... but I also know, that I'll get through it.. as I always have..
I've had so many thoughts running across my mind since Lord knows when. A lot of it is nonsense.. and others are ones that I know I have to sort through and make decisions about.. it's just hard when you don't know what to do. I'm feeling very lost amongst my feelings lately. I've really gone off track. I've just got to find my way back somehow...
I really should start reading for school this week... so I'll be off.
p.s. I am loving Feist.
