Apprehensive

I have no idea what my future holds and it's stressing me out like no other. The uncertainty is daunting. I don't even know what I should try and do. Go all out and try and find a job? Or should I try to do an internship outside of the match.... I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do. I'm kind of regretting not applying through the match. Why oh why did I just not apply? So many people told me to apply. I was obviously wrong to think I could get a job in this terrible economy oversaturated with veterinarians....