Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Open Your Heart

Well the streets are long
When you have to go
Where are you running to?
Where are you running to?

Open your heart
Tear it apart
Open your heart
Tear it apart

Lavender Diamond - Open Your Heart

LOVE this song! It's only a few sentences over and over again.. but I do love it... it's like the happiest music video of all time. Kinda makes me feel like I should be high and drunk with happiness.

My trip to California this time was quite stressful for me. Things with family just escalated to a very very stressful level... towards the end it was fine.. but it just took a while... a lot of the time, I just wished I was back in Kansas with Mike. I know that sounds terrible, given that I hardly see my family, but.. that's how I felt. I was even fighting with Ben again, which just added to my stress level during my stay. We made up and we're fine now.. but I don't know yo. Me and Ben are just volatile! --> warning: substances may combust spontaneously anytime.

There were good parts to the trip too.. it's was just exhausting though. School starts tomorrow.. and even though I could definitely stand to be on break for longer... I'm also glad to be back.

Anyhoodles... off for now..